11.05.04 // 2:48 p.m.
As I drove home after work/school yesterday, I started to cry. I think it was a combination of the fact that it was a little after 5 and it already very dark and the music I was listening to Transatlanticism by Death Cab for Cutie.
So, I'm sitting there on Pico 5 minutes away from my apartment and thinking, why the hell do I feel so depressed? I thought of a few reasons.
- The results of the election. I really do live in a blue state.
- Baseball season is over and I can't even get hyped about college football. My Bruins aren't doing too bad despite our wonderful defense, but that other school across town is ranked #1 and Cal up north is ranked #4.(Yeah, I know NBA and NFL are in season, but I'm not too excited about that).
- I have money issues for the first time... ever. My fee/tuition refund still hasn't been deposited. Damn bureaucracy.
- Once again, my ability to "read" men has been proven to be horrible.
- I'm realizing that I might not be able to have the social life I want to have as a graduate student. School is starting to get intense.
What will make it better? Some retail therapy? A trip to Amoeba Records? Maybe.
There's always a silver lining as Sensory Overload and Michael Moore write. Oh yeah, and sorry everybody will make you laugh. (Thanks to Elenamary for the link.)
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