The thing about keeping a blog, journal or diary is that you can easily see what you were doing/thinking a year (or more) ago.

I know that at this time last year I was:

• Listening to a lot of Julieta Venegas, especially "Oleada."
• Stressed about work with Calmecac and counting down the days 'til the end of my contract
• Planning a trip to Michigan.
• Excited yet scared because I knew I would have to make a decision about where I would be going for grad school. By this time last year, I had already been admitted to Master's programs at the University of Michigan and Columbia Teacher's College.
• Continually reading and re-reading his words and feeling totally lost because I was wrong (well, I'm not sure if I was wrong). I still take solace in the fact that I was brave enough to tell him, our friendship was strong enough to handle it, and he really cares about me.

It's weird to go back to that place. It reminds me of something a friend wrote recently while we were at lunch, "�Siento lo que siento, o no? Lo siento."

In some ways, it made me very uncomfortable to feel that way, but at the same time it was very nice. At one point I felt really sad about it, and even felt bad. I couldn't help it... those were my feelings.

Me siento: overworked
Escuchando: "waiting for superman" by iron & wine

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